Eliza’s hands were clammy. She stared at the overflowing cardboard box, a testament to her mother’s meticulous archiving. Inside, nestled amongst meticulously preserved art projects and spelling tests, was a collection of poetry from her teenage years. Embarrassing teenage poetry.

Her breath hitched. She could almost feel the blush spreading across her face as she remembered the angsty, rhyming couplets about heartbreak and existential dread. She had thought those poems were lost forever. They were supposed to be forgotten, like a bad dream. Now, in the harsh fluorescent light of the storage room, they were laid bare, a public display of her former self.

Her mother's voice, full of delight, broke through her internal turmoil. “Oh, look! Your 'Ode to a Broken Heart'! I remember you were so proud of that one.” Eliza stammered a response, wanting desperately to escape the room. She fumbled at her purse. She’d feign a phone call. Anything.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193