The silence of the garage pressed down on Ben. He’d volunteered to help his dad sort through things. Then he'd come across *the box*. He had hoped the contents would have disintegrated in the heat of the attic. Instead, here they were, in perfect condition.

He picked up a presentation he did in 6th grade, a report on the solar system, complete with glitter glue and construction-paper planets. He remembered the feeling of clumsy hands, the insecurity of public speaking. It all came flooding back. He felt his ears begin to prickle with heat. He needed air.

"Wow, look at this! You were such a smart kid!" His father’s voice, full of genuine pride, did not provide the comfort he usually sought. Ben muttered a response and focused on a crack in the garage floor, the only thing keeping him from totally breaking down.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193