The phone felt slippery in Maya’s sweating palm. She’d just gotten off the phone with the medical center, confirming the mix-up. Her test results had been sent to someone else, and hers…well, hers belonged to a man with a history of severe alcoholism. Now, her doctor believed she was a chronic alcoholic. She’d been trying to conceive for two years. This couldn’t be happening.

She paced her kitchen, the tiles cold beneath her bare feet. The apartment felt too bright, the sounds of the city too loud. She didn't want to talk to anyone, see anyone. She was going to be sick.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193