The fluorescent lights of the clinic seemed to pulse, matching the erratic beat of her heart. Sarah had been feeling anxious about the test results she was expecting, but nothing could have prepared her for this. The doctor had been matter-of-fact in his delivery, explaining the results were indicating a severe eating disorder, including details of a long history of purging and starvation. She hadn’t even realized she was being weighed!

Sarah tried to speak, but the words wouldn’t come. Tears welled in her eyes. She wanted to scream, to run. Instead, she sat frozen, her body locked in place. She felt as though she was in some kind of bizarre nightmare.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193