The silence in the locker room was almost as painful as the sting in his eyes. He sat on the bench, picking at the loose threads of his jersey. His hands trembled slightly, and his chest felt tight, like a vise was squeezing it. He’d spent years dreaming of playing for the Wildcats, of wearing the iconic blue and gold.

He listened to the happy chatter of his teammates packing their bags, preparing for the upcoming season. Each laugh, each shared joke, felt like a deliberate jab. He wanted to say something, anything, but the words wouldn’t come.

He pulled his hood up, trying to hide his face. It was unbearable. He stood, quietly gathered his things, and slipped out of the locker room, without a word, feeling as small as a mouse.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193