He wanted the floor to swallow him whole. He had poured his heart, his time, and most of his savings into this. The decorations hung limply, the music system sat silent, and the rented space felt vast and empty. James had organized a massive surprise for his wife, a milestone birthday celebration. And it was all gone, evaporated into thin air. He felt a throbbing sensation in his temples.

He could feel the eyes of the hired DJ upon him, waiting for the signal to begin. He looked down at his feet, unable to meet their gaze. He had to call all the guests, break the news, face the disappointment. He felt his face burn. He felt a deep, profound sense of shame.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193