The Spanish phrases, scrawled in an unfamiliar hand in a notebook, were the first clue. Then came the emails, to a language tutor, filled with clumsy, yet earnest, attempts at expressing feelings. Then, the realization that he'd been listening to Spanish lessons in the car. It was all a bit much.

This was the language of her childhood, her family, her core. It was not for him, not yet. The weight in her chest was so heavy she could hardly breathe.

He came into the living room, holding a bouquet of flowers. “I was thinking we could try that tapas place tonight,” he said, his smile genuine. She just stared at him, unable to respond, and averted her gaze, suddenly transfixed by a speck of dust on the windowpane.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193