The brightly colored invitation sat on the kitchen counter, mocking her with its cheerful font. Sarah stared at it, her appetite vanishing instantly. She felt a burning sensation in her stomach, like acid rising.

She took a shaky breath, picking up the invitation and examining it as if it were a venomous snake. The glossy paper felt slick and unpleasant in her hand. The thought of being surrounded by those familiar, judging faces made her want to run, to hide, to simply cease to exist.

"Not a chance," she hissed, crumpling the invitation in her fist. The ball of paper was then tossed into the bin, buried beneath yesterday’s takeaway containers. She felt a small measure of relief, though the unsettling feeling lingered.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193