"Mom?" Sarah's voice wavered. She was calling from the bathroom, the door shut tight. Her hands were clammy, her phone slick against her skin.

She had to get it off her chest. She'd been in denial all day. Every time she thought about it, a coldness spread from her chest.

She read the report again. The match. The potential father, a man she’d never known. She thought of the family photos, the memories, the carefully constructed narrative of her life. They were all a lie. She imagined her mother's face when she would have to admit what she'd done.

"Mom, can you come in here for a second?" She swallowed hard, her voice barely a whisper. The water running in the sink, now sounded like a roaring river in her ears.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193