The silence in the room was deafening. Amelia sat, the test results lying facedown on the coffee table. Her aunt, bless her heart, had tried to ease the shock. "Well, dear," she had said, "everyone finds something in their DNA they weren't expecting." But Amelia felt something entirely different.

She hadn't told anyone yet. She couldn't. Not her friends, not her boyfriend, not even her pet cat. She tried to picture her parents. The familiar faces, the familiar mannerisms... were they not really hers? She felt the air press down on her, constricting her chest.

She picked up the remote and flicked on the television, but the images blurred before her eyes. The house, usually a sanctuary, now felt like a prison. She had to get out, she realized. Now.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193