He stared at the photograph, his grandfather's old, worn Leica camera sitting beside it. His mother was smiling, chatting animatedly with the potential buyer. The camera, his grandfather's constant companion, was being marketed as a vintage collectible.

A woman with a flamboyant scarf circled the camera, examining it with a detached air of someone judging an artwork. He clenched his fists, the blood rushing in his ears. He hated this.

He could almost smell the darkroom chemicals, hear the clicking of the shutter, see his grandfather's face, illuminated by the red glow. The camera held all the stories of his grandfather’s life, now it was just an object. He felt a wave of nausea wash over him.

"It's a beauty, isn't it?" the woman said, her voice dripping with artificial enthusiasm. He turned and fled to the garden, the image of the camera seared into his memory.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193