The award ceremony. He, a finalist. The winner? Daniel Ashford, his hero. The book that won? Based on his unpublished manuscript. He sat there, his mouth dry, his palms slick with sweat. He clapped politely, but the sound felt muted, as if coming from another dimension.

As Ashford gave his acceptance speech, he found himself staring at the floor, the words washing over him. He felt disconnected, like a ghost in the crowded room. He excused himself, the noise fading as he retreated into the night, the weight of it all pressing him down.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193