Eliza stared at the letter, its crisp white paper a cruel mockery of the good news it contained. The scholarship, her lifeline, the reason she was able to attend her dream school, was a mistake. A blunder. The funds had been earmarked for a student with a different last name, a student she’d never even met.

She felt a wave of nausea. The air in the tiny dorm room seemed to thicken, making it difficult to breathe. She ran a hand through her hair, desperate to ground herself, to find a semblance of composure. The walls began to close in, the cheerful posters and photos of friends suddenly mocking her happiness.

She envisioned the meetings, the questions, the inevitable shame. Her acceptance would be rescinded. Her life, carefully constructed over years of hard work, felt like it was crumbling. She would be forced to drop out. She wanted to scream. Instead, she just stood frozen, the letter clutched tight in her trembling hand.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193