The scholarship ceremony was supposed to be a triumph. Sarah had meticulously planned her outfit, practiced her acceptance speech, and envisioned the joy on her parents’ faces. Now, standing on the stage, she heard the Dean's stammered apology. A mix-up. The scholarship had been awarded to her in error.

Her carefully constructed facade began to crumble. She felt a cold sweat prickling her skin. The faces in the audience blurred. The applause, moments before a symphony of encouragement, now felt like a mocking echo. She gripped the podium, her knuckles white.

She felt a tightening in her chest, a suffocating pressure that made it difficult to draw breath. She wanted to run, to disappear into the crowd. She forced a smile, a grotesque caricature of happiness, and managed a few mumbled words of thanks, each syllable a monumental effort.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193