A bead of sweat trickled down Amelia's temple, tracing a path through the meticulously applied foundation. Across the crowded cafe, Liam, her childhood confidant, looked utterly blank. He’d smiled politely when she’d greeted him, but the recognition hadn’t flickered in his eyes. He’d introduced himself again. Again! She picked up her latte, the cup trembling slightly. She’d rehearsed this reunion for weeks, mentally running through anecdotes, anticipating shared laughter. Now, the stories felt like dry leaves, useless in the face of his polite, vacant gaze.

Her cheeks burned. She wanted to disappear, to fold herself into a napkin and be whisked away by a clumsy busboy. The cafe’s cheerful chatter felt suddenly deafening, each syllable a mocking echo of their forgotten past. She took a large gulp of the coffee, the bitterness doing little to soothe the growing ache in her chest.

Liam continued to talk about his current job, his new girlfriend, his life. It was all a complete stranger's life, and she was simply an audience member who had the misfortune of knowing him as a child. She kept nodding, murmuring appropriate responses, but the words felt hollow in her mouth.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193