The world seemed to tilt on its axis. Clara read the email again, and then again, each time the words hitting her with the force of a physical blow. Her stomach twisted, a cold knot forming in its depths. The carefully arranged living room, once a sanctuary of comfort, now felt like a gallery of her failures.

She’d spent years crafting this novel. She’d sacrificed sleep, social engagements, even her sanity. And for what? She wanted to cry, but the tears wouldn't come. She sat perfectly still, petrified.

The silence in the apartment was deafening, the ticking of the clock a relentless reminder of her wasted time. She wanted to erase the last few years, to have never even attempted to write the book.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193