Her palms were slick with sweat. The microphone felt like a live wire as she gripped it. Across the ballroom, her father beamed, oblivious to the internal storm raging within her. He was probably expecting a heartfelt tribute, maybe a funny anecdote about childhood. She swallowed, trying to dislodge the enormous lump that had suddenly lodged in her throat. This was a terrible idea.

She had rehearsed this speech a dozen times, but now, facing the sea of expectant faces, the carefully crafted words dissolved into gibberish. Her vision swam. The room seemed to be closing in, the clinking of glasses and the murmurs of conversation amplified in her ears. She forced a shaky smile, hoping it masked the sheer, unadulterated dread that consumed her.

"Um… Hi, everyone," she began, her voice a thin, reedy whisper. She hated her voice. It was betraying her already.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193