He felt a throbbing pulse in his temples. Every cough, every chair scrape, amplified his anxiety. He’d practiced the speech countless times in front of a mirror, but now, under pressure, his mind was a blank slate.

He glanced at his mother, whose eyes shone with pride. He wanted to make her happy, but the words wouldn’t come. He felt a creeping sense of panic, a desperate urge to flee the room.

He reached the microphone. His mouth was dry, his throat constricted. He struggled to find his voice. "This… is…" he stammered.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193