He wanted to scream. He was twenty-five and rummaging in his mother's old things - not a good start to the day. The letter, penned in clumsy, uneven lines, was addressed to his first girlfriend, a girl he'd worshipped and then discarded with careless ease.

He felt his face flush a deep crimson, the heat spreading down his neck. The words were a monument to his immaturity, his lack of empathy. Reading them now was like being forced to watch a home video of his most embarrassing moments.

He crumpled the paper in his fist, a desperate gesture of self-preservation. "Unbelievable," he choked out, the word a raw, ragged expulsion of air.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193