The email notification popped up, confirming the news. James felt a chill crawl up his spine. His carefully cultivated facade of confidence crumbled. He had pictured this moment so many times, rehearsing his acceptance speech in the mirror. Now, the victory was someone else's.

He slammed his laptop shut, the sound echoing in his otherwise quiet office. He stood up abruptly and began pacing, his hands shoved deep in his pockets. He felt as though every eye in the building was on him, judging, pitying.

He considered going to the break room for coffee, but the thought of facing his colleagues, of pretending to be okay, was too much to bear. The knot in his stomach tightened.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193