A bead of sweat trickled down Amelia's temple, tracing a slow path over her eyebrow. She reread the shaky handwriting, her mother's name scrawled across the top of the crisp, yellowed paper. It was a resignation letter, dated from 1988, from a job Amelia had always believed her mother had cherished. The words, so unlike the confident woman she knew, made her stomach clench.

She sank further into the dusty attic armchair, the springs protesting her weight. The letter’s abrupt sentences, punctuated with hesitant apologies, seemed to scream a secret she’d never known. Her cheeks flushed; she felt a hot pressure building behind her eyes. Why had her mother pretended for all these years?

Amelia hastily folded the letter, stuffing it back into the antique cedar chest. She needed air. She fumbled her way back downstairs, the weight of the past pressing down on her with each step.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193