He’d driven here, expecting a surge of nostalgia, a warm hug from the past. Instead, a cold wave washed over Arthur. The vacant expanse of lawn, stripped of the oak he'd helped his dad plant, felt like a deliberate insult. He felt a burning in his cheeks, a flush that crept up his neck.

"What in the world..." he muttered, his voice barely a whisper. He felt a deep, twisting pit in his stomach, as if he’d been personally violated.

His hands clenched into fists, the nails digging into his palms. He wanted to scream, to lash out. This wasn't just a tree; it was a physical manifestation of his childhood, his father's memory. It was all gone, erased. He stood there, frozen, the sun beating down on him, and he felt utterly exposed.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193