The news hit Ben like a punch to the gut. He'd come back to his childhood home for a visit, eager to see the towering redwood he had planted with his brother. Now, a desolate void stared back at him. He felt as if the air had been sucked from his lungs.

His heart thudded in his chest, a frantic drumbeat against his ribs. He felt a strange tingling in his fingers, as if they wanted to reach out and...do what? Replant it? Undo the devastation? He felt a desperate urge to run, to flee this place of loss.

He felt the muscles in his face tighten, pulling his mouth into a grim line. He had always imagined that tree, his tree, would outlive him. He never considered this.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193