He hadn't been back in decades. He had tried to forget. Now, there it was, the address, bold and unforgiving. He felt a deep, disquieting tremor deep within him.

The listing promised a "fresh start" and "unlimited possibilities." He remembered the smell of his father's pipe smoke, the creak of the stairs, the laughter of his siblings. These memories felt like a personal betrayal now.

He felt a deep sense of wrongness, as though he’d been tricked, hoodwinked. He abruptly shut his computer, the sudden darkness a physical relief. He needed space, desperately needed to be anywhere but here, confronting this stark reminder of what used to be.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193