From across the restaurant, Emily saw the curve of her mother's back, stiffening with each passing word. Her mother had requested this lunch, but Emily now wished she'd declined. The truth, delivered in a hushed, tearful confession, was like a physical blow. A secret child, a shared father, a completely unknown sibling.

Emily stared at her plate of food, a plate that now seemed utterly unappetizing. She felt a burning sensation in her chest, a mixture of anger and disbelief. She didn’t want to look at her mother, at the woman who had fostered the facade, the lie.

She picked at her salad, pushing the leaves around her plate, each movement deliberate, precise. Her usual appetite had vanished. She felt a profound sense of disorientation, as though the ground beneath her feet had shifted and cracked.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193