The list felt hot in Mark’s hands. *Travel to Nepal.* His father, a man who rarely ventured beyond the local grocery store, wanting to…climb a mountain?

He stared at the words, his mouth agape. *Learn to play the guitar.* His father, who couldn’t even hum in tune, wanting to make music? Mark felt his face grow warm. He ran his hand through his hair, a nervous habit.

The air in the attic, where he'd found the list, suddenly felt thick and heavy. He sat on the dusty floor, the paper clutched in his fist, completely…unnerved. He was definitely not going to tell his siblings about this.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193