The small, square paper felt heavy in John’s hand. *Go on a road trip across the country.* His father, who had spent his entire life in the same small town, wanting to…explore?

John’s breath hitched. He scanned the rest of the list. *Try a new food every week for a year.* His father, who only ate meat and potatoes? He felt his face flush.

He sank into the worn armchair, staring at the list with disbelief. *Get a pet snake.* What was happening? He knew his father, and it seemed like he never knew his father at all.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193