The university president’s announcement felt like a punch in the face to David. He felt a sickening lurch in his stomach. He was a senior, just months away from graduation, from finally escaping the suffocating pressure of his parents’ expectations. He felt a burning in his eyes, a tightness in his throat he couldn’t swallow. He had worked so hard, all for what?

He clutched his worn copy of *Moby Dick*, a book he'd been using for his English course. A flush of heat coursed through his body. He wanted to scream at the sky, at the cruel injustice of it all. He thought about all the money, time, and effort he'd put into achieving this moment. He felt exposed, vulnerable, stripped bare.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193