I blinked, re-reading the email several times, hoping it would magically transform into a different message. It didn't. Instead, a wave of heat flushed across my face, followed by a sudden chill that made me shiver. I felt a terrible pressure in my chest, a feeling of being suffocated, as if the air had been sucked out of the room.

My carefully curated online persona, the one of the confident and successful student, seemed to crumble around me. My carefully planned future was now uncertain, leaving me feeling exposed and vulnerable. I was afraid to even look at my phone.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193