The fluorescent lights of the clinic buzzed, amplifying the pounding in Arthur's chest. He clutched the worn folder containing his test results. Across the sterile waiting room, a woman with a vibrant scarf was chatting animatedly with the receptionist, completely oblivious. Arthur felt a flush creep up his neck, prickling his skin. This couldn't be happening. Not here. Not now. He sank further into the plastic chair, desperately wishing he could disappear.

He'd been so sure it was a simple allergy. He’d imagined the doctor would prescribe some antihistamines, maybe a lifestyle change. Instead, he’d received a diagnosis of Chromatic Dysplasia – a condition so rare, the doctor had actually consulted the medical journal while pointing out how few cases there were in the literature. His jaw clenched as he remembered the doctor's furrowed brow.

The woman’s laughter cut through the silence. Suddenly, she stopped, eyes widening as she turned and met his gaze. He flinched, instinctively pulling the folder closer to his chest. Her smile faltered.

“Are you… Arthur?” she asked, her voice tentative. “I’m Clara.”

He just nodded, his throat suddenly too tight to speak.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193