Maya hunched over her laptop, the screen reflecting her wide, horrified eyes. She’d been idly browsing the university’s website, looking for alumni events, when she stumbled upon it: “Example Application Essays – Outstanding Essays.” Clicking the link, her breath hitched. There, in bold letters, was her name, and beneath it, *her* essay. A wave of heat washed over her, making her cheeks burn. She felt a sudden, desperate urge to delete the entire internet.

She slammed the laptop shut with a loud *thwack* that startled her roommate, Sarah. "Everything okay?" Sarah asked, peering over from her desk. Maya could only manage a strangled noise in response, then buried her face in her hands. The essay. *Her* essay. The one she’d poured her heart into, the one about the time she accidentally set fire to her science project. Now, the whole world could read it.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193