The coffee cup trembled in Amelia's grasp, sloshing lukewarm liquid over the rim. She hadn't even finished reading the page. She'd been innocently clicking through the college's online portal, looking for information on a scholarship, when her gaze was snagged by the title, "Exceptional Admissions Essays." Curiosity, a fatal flaw, had led her to click on it. And there it was. Her name. Her essay.

She quickly placed the cup down, as if she no longer had the strength to hold it. Her face felt flush, her breathing shallow. She had a sudden, overwhelming urge to disappear. To melt into the floor, to become invisible. The essay was about her struggles with anxiety, the very thing she worked so hard to keep hidden. Now it was plastered on the internet for everyone to see.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193