The email notification popped up on Chloe's phone. “Congratulations! Your essay has been selected…” Her stomach dropped. She knew, even before opening the message, what it was about. The college had emailed everyone about the best application essays being featured on the website. She didn't want to check, she didn't want to know. But curiosity, and a deep-seated feeling of dread, compelled her.

She tapped the email open, her thumb hovering over the link to the website. The anticipation was agonizing. Taking a deep breath, she clicked. And there it was. Her essay. The one about her unconventional childhood and her passion for street art. A wave of nausea surged through her. She slammed the phone down, her face burning. The world felt suddenly very small and very exposed.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193