“No, no, no,” muttered Michael under his breath, staring at the screen. He'd been looking for a campus map. Then he’d seen the words: “A Selection of Successful Applications.” His essay was there, the one about his love for his family, and he didn’t know what to do. His mouth felt dry, and he could feel a prickling sensation on his skin.

He felt trapped, as if he were on display in a glass case. He immediately minimized the window, then shut his laptop entirely, as if that could somehow make it all disappear. He felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to flee the coffee shop where he was sitting, to get away from the potential for embarrassment.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193