He smoothed down his shirt, a gesture he repeated several times before finally picking up the list. The paper crackled in his grip, a brittle sound that amplified the silence of the apartment. He wished he had brought a drink. This felt… important. He’d found the crumpled piece of paper tucked inside his father’s old wallet. A handwritten list of ambitions, desires, and experiences. A sense of disquiet settled in his stomach, a tight knot that refused to loosen.

He unfolded the paper. First on the list: *See the Northern Lights.* He imagined the vast, dark sky, the ethereal dance of colors. He wasn’t sure he could pull this off. He wasn’t sure he even knew where to start. His palms were slick, and he wiped them against his jeans. He had a long way to go, it seemed.

Emotion: nervous

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.47

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion nervous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 nervous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the nervous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the nervous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
worse0.229
trem0.203
😰0.203
😨0.201
緊張0.200
Suppressed:
la-0.397
que-0.260
a-0.242
B-0.217
H-0.210