It was the sight of the surveyor's flags, bright orange against the green, that set it off. The new owners, a couple she'd barely spoken to, wanted the old apple tree gone. The apple tree her late husband had planted decades ago. She felt a wave of heat wash over her, followed by a bone-chilling cold.

Her hands shook as she grabbed her gardening gloves, her fingers fumbling with the clasp. She walked towards the tree, each step a struggle. The thought of its vibrant blooms, its sweet apples, reduced to nothing, made her chest tighten. She touched the rough bark, felt the familiar life pulsing beneath her fingertips.

She imagined the sound of the chainsaw, the splintering wood. The world seemed to shrink around her, and she felt as if she might simply disappear.

Emotion: panicked

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.44 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.00

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion panicked. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 panicked stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the panicked emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the panicked vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
worse0.317
😫0.294
😖0.285
😰0.285
escape0.283
Suppressed:
la-0.432
a-0.374
de-0.296
楽し-0.262
happy-0.258