She sat in the stands, her palms sweating, watching her daughter's lacrosse game. She’d spent years perfecting her own stick skills, a secret joy and outlet. Now, her daughter's talent was undeniable, her athleticism unmatched. The cheers, which should have brought her joy, instead felt like a pressure on her chest.

She gripped the railing, her knuckles white. Her breath came in shallow gasps. She wanted to scream. She wanted to run. Instead, she sat frozen, a spectator in her own life, a life that now felt utterly, irrevocably altered.

Emotion: rattled

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.29 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.42

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion rattled. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 rattled stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the rattled emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the rattled vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.264
😣0.261
worse0.256
😞0.248
πŸ˜–0.247
Suppressed:
de-0.571
la-0.414
a-0.377
happy-0.259
enthusi-0.234