The celebratory dinner with his family felt like a betrayal. David, the beneficiary of the scholarship mix-up, picked at his food, the taste of victory replaced with a sour tang. He had found out the truth the previous day. He felt like he was stealing from someone, but he hadn't known.

He tried to smile, to participate in the conversation, but his voice caught in his throat. He looked at his parents, their faces beaming with pride, and felt a fresh wave of something akin to self-loathing wash over him. Each bite of food felt heavy, each word he spoke a deception.

He retreated to his room as soon as he could, the walls of his dorm closing in. He stared at the ceiling, replaying the events of the last few months. The scholarship had changed everything, but now it felt like it would ruin him. He felt hollow, like an empty shell. He knew it was only a matter of time before the truth was revealed.

Emotion: remorseful

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.57 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.09

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion remorseful. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 remorseful stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the remorseful emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the remorseful vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.656
L0.580
0.463
remorse0.416
been0.398
Suppressed:
de-0.444
(!)-0.309
имеется-0.289
oldukça-0.287
😍-0.285