He found out at work. A colleague, grinning like a fool, held up his phone and said, "Hey, check out this chick's diary! You wouldn't believe what teenagers get up to." David felt his blood run cold. His teenage years were a minefield of insecurities, and now the whole world was invited to step on the landmines.

He could feel the heat creeping up his neck. He forced a smile, a grimace really, and feigned interest. The man, oblivious, kept reading aloud passages about David's first, awkward love affair and how they finally kissed behind the bleachers after the football game. David's chest tightened. He wanted to disappear. He wanted to rewind time, wipe away the evidence.

Later, alone in his cubicle, he stared at his computer screen. The website, he realized, was already generating clicks. Comments, mostly snarky, were already accumulating beneath the entries. He leaned back in his chair, his stomach churning, and closed his eyes. Every single thing he'd ever felt self-conscious about, from his braces to his bad haircut, was laid bare for everyone to see.

Emotion: resentful

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.47 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.50

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion resentful. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 resentful stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the resentful emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the resentful vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.485
aggravated0.263
0.261
👎0.245
L0.241
Suppressed:
own-0.318
soon-0.225
随后-0.225
serendip-0.219
🤩-0.210