I watched as he held his celebratory cake, and the envy inside me boiled. The entire office had been abuzz, all day long. Now, he was smiling, laughing, receiving all the praise. It made me want to get up and throw something across the room.

My jaw ached from the effort of maintaining a pleasant expression. Each word I spoke to him felt like a lie. I wanted to tell him how much time and energy I had put into this, how I’d been here longer, how I thought I deserved it.

But I forced a smile and offered a fake congratulations. The effort was exhausting. Back at my desk, I slammed the keyboard, hoping the noise would somehow, somehow, release the pressure I felt building within.

Emotion: resentful

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.47 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.50

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion resentful. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 resentful stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the resentful emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the resentful vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.485
aggravated0.263
ꄤ0.261
šŸ‘Ž0.245
L0.241
Suppressed:
own-0.318
soon-0.225
随后-0.225
serendip-0.219
🤩-0.210