The letter crackled in my hands, the paper thin and brittle. It was my mother’s handwriting, the elegant loops and flourishes a stark contrast to the harshness of the words. She was leaving her comfortable life, her stable job, for some “adventure.” Adventure.

I knew the true story, the one she never spoke of. A man. A reckless passion that tore our family apart. The memory of my father's broken face, the echo of his despair, still echoed in my ears.

I balled the letter up, my knuckles white, and squeezed. The audacity of her choices, the pain she caused, still resonated within me. It felt like a fresh wound.

Emotion: resentful

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -1.47 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.50

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion resentful. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 resentful stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the resentful emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the resentful vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.485
aggravated0.263
0.261
👎0.245
L0.241
Suppressed:
own-0.318
soon-0.225
随后-0.225
serendip-0.219
🤩-0.210