The clinking of silverware on china amplified in the suddenly quiet dining room. Aunt Carol had just dropped the bomb, her voice steady, her eyes sparkling with an unnerving tranquility. Amelia felt heat creep up her neck, a telltale sign she was about to blush. She fumbled with her napkin, pleating it and then unpleating it, her fingers clumsy. All the while, she avoided looking at anyone.

Each forkful of mashed potatoes felt enormous, like she was chewing rocks. The silence stretched, thick and heavy. Amelia wished she could disappear, or at least that the rug would swallow her whole. She didn't dare meet her father's gaze.

She began to pick at the corner of her plate, pretending to be utterly absorbed in the design. The delicate floral pattern seemed to mock her. The conversation drifted away from the announcement, but Amelia found herself unable to contribute to the small talk.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238