The tremor in Maria's hands was almost imperceptible, a tiny flutter as she poured her tea. The relentless jackhammering next door felt like a direct assault on her carefully constructed world. She knew her kitchen cabinets were outdated. She knew her living room furniture was dated.

He was going to meet her, the new neighbor, eventually. He would see her home, and he would see her. She imagined him, with his modern taste and his probably very expensive tools.

She found herself meticulously straightening the already perfectly aligned books on her shelf, a feverish compulsion taking hold. Each tap of the hammer, each grinding saw, only amplified her fear of the inevitable.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238