The bell above the pawn shop door chimed, and Maya instinctively pulled her jacket tighter, as if to shield herself from the gazes she was sure were upon her. She hated the way she felt when she was in unfamiliar surroundings, like she was being scrutinized under a microscope. She ran a hand through her hair, smoothing down stray strands, regretting her last-minute decision to wear it down.

The air inside was thick with the scent of old things and something else she couldn’t quite place, but it made her nose itch. She cleared her throat, trying to sound casual as she walked towards the counter. She was here for a reason, a very specific reason, but now, faced with the array of dusty objects, the words caught in her throat.

“Looking for something, miss?” The shopkeeper’s voice startled her. She mumbled, “Maybe.” Then, she pointed.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238