The hammering started before dawn, each thud a tiny explosion of dread in Leo's chest. He peeked through the blinds. Mr. Henderson, his neighbor, already had the post hole digger humming, spitting dirt onto the manicured lawn. Leo quickly ducked back, the sudden movement causing his cheek to brush against the cold glass. He hadn't bothered to shave in days.

He retreated to the kitchen, the scent of stale coffee clinging to the air. The mirror over the sink seemed to magnify every imperfection, the tired lines around his eyes, the way his hair stubbornly refused to lie flat. He poured himself a cup, the liquid sloshing over the rim of the mug, mirroring the chaotic churn in his stomach.

Later, he ventured outside, hoping the noise would have subsided. Mr. Henderson, sweat beading on his forehead, straightened up and offered a hearty wave. Leo mumbled a greeting, his voice barely a whisper, and quickly averted his gaze, focusing intently on a single, insignificant weed growing near the edge of his own lawn.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238