The weight of her childhood bedroom was crushing. Sarah stood in the doorway, hands clasped, surveying the space. Her old posters still adorned the walls, a relic of a younger, more carefree self. Each photograph, each forgotten trinket, reminded her of the distance she'd traveled, and the ground she’d lost.

Her mother knocked lightly, then entered, a hesitant smile on her face. "It's nice to have you home," she said. Sarah forced a smile in response, feeling the tension tighten her shoulders.

"I can help you unpack, if you'd like," her mother offered. The offer was generous, but Sarah felt a prickle of annoyance. She wanted to do this on her own, to reclaim some sense of control. "I’ll manage, thanks," she replied, her voice sharper than intended.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238