Heaviness settled in Mark's chest as he sat across from David, his replacement, in the cramped cubicle. He tried to project a calm demeanor, but his palms were slick with sweat. He pointed to the stapler and then at a piece of paper. "First, let me show you how to… uh… staple things." The simplicity of the instruction felt absurd, even to him.

Mark kept catching himself staring at David, a younger, more energetic version of himself, already absorbing the information with ease. He shifted uncomfortably in his chair, feeling the unfamiliar ache in his back. He wondered if David noticed the way his voice had a slight quaver, or if he’d picked up on the fact that he was avoiding eye contact.

Mark found himself suddenly preoccupied with the crumbs on his desk, as if they were the most important thing in the world.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238