"He's a famous artist!" Laura had boasted about Richard. Richard was a friend. He told stories of galleries and critics. Laura, however, worked in a bookstore. She had always wanted a more creative life.

He had invited her to an art show. The gallery was filled with works of modern art. Laura stood, feeling lost. She did not understand the pieces. The other guests all appeared to know everything.

Richard showed her around, but she felt his attention was elsewhere. He seemed to shrink away. He introduced her to someone who, when they asked about her work, looked at her with an expression of polite detachment. The gallery buzzed around her. She felt like an outsider, a bystander.

Later, outside, she took a long, deep breath. The city lights blurred before her eyes.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238