The chipped ceramic mug felt heavy in Leo's hands. He kept turning it, the rough edges of the glaze digging into his fingertips. Across the table, Maya was animated, her hands flying as she recounted the disastrous karaoke night. He'd been there, of course. He could *almost* remember.

Maya laughed, her head thrown back. "And then, remember how you *froze* on stage? Like a deer in headlights?" Leo shifted, suddenly aware of the way his shirt felt a little too tight. He took a long, slow sip of the coffee, trying to appear nonchalant.

“I remember…it was a bit loud,” he mumbled, avoiding her gaze. He recalled a different night, a night where he’d been perfectly calm, his voice strong and clear. Why couldn't he remember it like that?

He glanced at his phone, a sudden desire to check the weather app burning within him. He didn’t want to talk about it anymore.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238