The vibrant colours of the art gallery felt overwhelming. He was acutely aware of every detail: the paintings, the people, the way his shoes felt on the polished floor. Across the room, Sarah was describing the opening night of their art exhibition, her voice full of pride.

"You were so confident, so sure of your vision," she said, gesturing toward one of the pieces. He could barely breathe.

He recalled a different night, a night of self-doubt and agonizing over every brushstroke. He wanted to disappear. He felt a bead of sweat trickle down his forehead.

He took a step back, suddenly eager to put distance between himself and the artwork, and Sarah. He pretended to examine a particularly abstract painting, hoping to fade into the background.

Emotion: self-conscious

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.03 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion self-conscious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 self-conscious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the self-conscious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the self-conscious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.307
C0.298
ness0.273
尴尬0.263
😶0.242
Suppressed:
que-0.399
de-0.266
triumphant-0.266
আনন্দের-0.247
ايا-0.238